“Gramma” she asked “Do you think God knows who I am and does he have time to think about me and to help me if I get into trouble?”
The Old Lady held out her hand and pulled Ana towards her and with a voice ringing with confidence replied:
“Yes indeed, my child. You, like every one of us, are his child and in the same way your parents take care of you and protect you, so does God in every conceivable way. In fact there is a section in the bible in which King David expressed total faith that God was not only his light and his salvation, but his protector, let us read it together”.
Opening her favorite Bible to Psalm 27 she began to read:
when my enemies and my foes attack me,
Though war break out against me,
“You see Ana, the very wise King David had no doubt about God’s love. In fact his main concern was whether God will bother to accept him to dwell under his care and protection. Listen:”
Ana, somewhat perplexed that King David, the wisest of men, might have doubts about God accepting him, listened intently as her grandmother continued reading:
My heart says of you, "Seek his face!"
Do not hide your face from me,
Ana was now very confused, that King David should continue to ask God to be merciful to him and not reject him, looked at her grand mother and asked:
“Gramma, I am very worried. If King David, a great and wise man, could be so unsure of whether God will notice him and take care of him, how can I be sure that God will even bother to look at me?”
The old lady sensing Ana’s disappointment drew her closer, and placing her arm around the child’s shoulder, said in a calm and reassuring voice:
“King David said this because he recognized that he was only human and although he knew otherwise, he still could not believe that God will pay attention to his needs. This is a sign of true humility and you will see it among people who are genuine. He wanted to be sure that he was worthy of God’s graces. He was not ashamed to admit to his faults and weaknesses, and was not ashamed to ask for help. Listen to this:”
Teach me your way, O Lord;
Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
“You see Ana, this great man, a King among his people, was not afraid to express his fears and his worries, and to ask God to teach him to stay on the straight way. He knew that his enemies will do anything to destroy him yet confident that God will receive him.”
Ana was relieved, and turning to her grandmother with a look of sudden revelation, said:
"Gramma now I understand why we always pray to God before receiving the Holy Communion with these words;"
"I am still confident of this:
Wait for the Lord;
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